one a day, plus irony.

moving

2009-06-09T01:47:42Z

i think i'm going to relocate back to livejournal. i like this place, of course, but i like that people cannot search on LJ for my email address and find my blog. never did figure out how to turn off that setting here. i'm not sold on either place...

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here's the truth.

2009-06-06T23:10:03Z

i don't want to go anywhere. when i weigh the pros and cons of moving back to california to live in my sister's home (in a separate apartment, of course), the pros come out ahead. it makes sense. live cheaply/almost for free; be close to family; ...

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anyone?

2009-05-31T01:12:25Z

remind me again why i thought putting up a dating profile on mercury lovelab was a good idea? nothing has ever come from that site. the one person this time (aside from the young scottish fella who i'd already met on ms) to express any interest ha...

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it's okay.

2009-05-28T02:49:11Z

i'm still in the midst of trying to figure it all out. not making any knee-jerk decisions. i'm recovering from spending time with my dad for four days and realizing that nothing changed as the result of it. but nothing really needed to. it's up to...

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lost and found

2009-05-26T06:47:55Z

as a precursor to what will likely just be a huge brain dump, i feel compelled to state (for the record and those of you unfamiliar with my lamentations) that while this may come off as morose or depressed or sad or what have you, it really is ju...

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but, why?

2009-05-17T23:55:41Z

i got a text from one of my closest friends today, telling me that she'd hooked up with someone last night. i asked who, and it turned out to be someone i used to have a crush on when i lived there. now, it's been two years and i think i'd pretty ...

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plots and schemes and plots and stuff.

2009-05-13T03:55:28Z

i decided this morning that i wasn't going to be negative and i wasn't going to let things bother me like they have been. i'm amazed at how well it worked. i still had an attitude problem of sorts, and i still ate way more food than was necessary ...

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in retrospect

2009-05-12T02:04:25Z

i've read over old journal entries lately; blog entries, travel journal entries, anywhere i've recorded thoughts, basically. and what strikes me is just how unhappy and negative and occasionally crazy i seem. it's not how i've thought of myself. i...

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but no one's asking.

2009-05-11T00:53:12Z

the other day, in meeting with my talking doctor, she reassured me that it's not that there's something wrong with me or that i'm lacking in some significant quality that prevents me from meeting good people. it's more due to what i've been willin...

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what the...

2009-05-09T09:57:43Z

too much to drink, a few other things in the mix, and suddenly life is... well... manageable. "its never over - my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder." jeff buckley makes things okay too. but yeah. "she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forev...

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